Things that have happened.

Ok, so.. It's been a while since I've posted last. So I guess it's time for a few updates, neh? So here goes. Around the time I made my last blog I met Brianna. I think it may have been like a week before that, and before I met her I met Emily, and before her Sarah. Anyway, where I'm going with this.
I met Sarah and we became wonderful friends. She's a real sweetheart and everything. She's always been a wonderful friend. We've been friends for like two years now. But then she introduced me to Emily Z. I wish my last name started with a Z. Emily came off as sweet too. And she is. She's wonderful. But she knows how to get to me. She could tear me to pieces if she felt like it. So I hope that doesn't happen. Emily eventually introduced me to Brianna, who I eventually developed feelings for. When I developed feelings for Brianna and made it known Emily deserted me, and everytime I try to talk to her she acts like a zombie. At least that's how it comes off to me. I miss her. I really do. I wish people wouldn't get jealous. You know? It would make things a lot easier. I mean we get along just fine. She is funny and she makes me smile. Both Brianna and Emily make me smile. but. that happened. and things haven't been the same, and ever since I've had piercing headaches e'vry day.
I think it might have to do with this. You know, karma. If you believe in karma, that is. I do. I think it makes sense. Do bad things = bad consequences. But, Do you think it was bad? I was just trying to make people happy. I know I'm bad at that.
Sorry, I know this doesn't really apply to you. Just a little mini-ramble. This has really been bothering me for a long time. So give me your thoughts if you feel like it. text me. I'm not going to proofread this. don't feel like it. It stays as is. Just letting my thoughts out brute-ishly. (without editing)